fuck i'm freaking out and i'm leaving in two hours and i miss chile so much already. it was awful saying goodbye to evelyn and melanie and pauline. and everybody else i just didn't even get to say goodbye to. it's pretty unreal that in a day i'm going to be in another country on a farm and all of the people i've made my life around here are not going to be a part of it anymore. but i guess i'm equally asexcited as sad. so. adios.